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So many modes of lives and people.

Amidst everything and nothing happening in my life i realized a little more.

While India wakes up to the fact that becoming an engineer or a doctor is not just THE means to earning, being a cricketer or a TV artist are other alternate paths.

Its easy to say that east moves west and west moves east; the sine-wave is so perennial!
( if this weird cycles that run in my head interest this read this )

I met my ex-boss yesterday and one of the offshoots of the convo brought back his ideology on the fore ground that you should be clear as to what you want in your life in the next 1-2-5-10 years!
Only then you'll head there!
While i was juggling to find out myself, weather i liked mumbai or delhi or chandigarh or europe or Japan as a place to settle down in my life

after changing four jobs i still dont know if i like this one or what i reely wanna do in my lief!

Junji was saying that day while telling my his dad in law in chandigarh fell reely ill and he and his wife had to rush from bangalore to chd multiple times, that afterall it is better to be closer to you own folks

fact remains that they will get old!

and my mind flows to what all i wanna do in my lief, before the the big dong clocks in and says boss.. its time to go!

:))


Comments

Radha said…
i guess everyone of us goes thru that phase of not being happy with what we do; but at the same time not knowing what it is that we do want to do. For some lucky people, this phase lasts for a very short period; for others it lasts for yrs.

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