The Change Fundas

Decided to take an Auto/ rick to the airport. Took out music and plugged in There was the usual trrrrrr; the traffic.. the 'mucch-mucch' of the city. I increased the volume. It was on random number as usual and clicked till I reached 'noise' of the music to numb the 'noise' of the road. It was quite a feeling. I used to be on these roads more often than now. I used to drive around here for work... through the 'mucch-mucch'! I just dimmed the clutter by increasing the 'noise' and experienced the city.. in its true essence. the patterns...and I could not help myself flow into the spiral of life and work. I was shaken out by the sudden swerve we took; as if brought one layer up; the layers on ' Inception ' But I was still few layers in; but the jerks in life dont stop...So they? No.. 'no pattern continues in the continuum ' and Then I pulled myself out completely, by increasing the 'noise' and seeing everything around me as t...

Slept in the afternoon today after many weekends. And slept well. When I woke up I was in a blur, like where I am types. I remembered that there was a time many years ago: the lazy hot summer holidays. They would come every year. I have vivid memories of those times when it was way too hot to play outside and we would be indoors and there was the 'sound of the fan'. I am not sure if some of you have ever heard the sound of the fan. It has a unique association in my mind. Like some people have their minds run away in the sway when they look at the sea or the sky or even the moon! Well long ago the sound of the fan in the hot summer would put me into those blank long shot moments. The continuous sound is similar to a trance causing repetitive sound. Now when I think about it or get a very very very rare opportunity to experience the same, I feel that it was an era that has long passed. An era when there was 'TIME'. I feel we have lost it now. There is very little of it le...

( Smiles) It happens with me often, that i go into the spiral of thoughts. Today's Trigger : The National Anthem (that plays before Any Movie in the theater; i think it happens all over maharshtra ) I am usually looked upon as a NON-Patriot! What a shame! Are you not proud of your Great country; motherland.. etc. Well i wont even go in the direction that Points to How Great is " Eendia " coz of the polly -ticks and all that Jing Bang. AS always i'll go in a different tangent..... We love to divide ourselves in groups. Dont we? Right from our Skool dez : Class; section; (red/yellow) house; his team ; her team; right upto : compaineez ; uniforms; cadres.. and so on. And we dont jut stop there. No! I am not talking about housing societies and religions, it goes upto countries ; walls; armies and everything. (someone said patriotic.. ok .. read on) Why do we group up as human beings? And make teams. -----------------------------One of the Questions! Are we afraid?...