Till where can you see..?
Sunday, July 21, 2013
Friday, July 12, 2013
They say it is easy to connect the dots in retrospect
What happens when thou are cognizant about the changes while they are happening?
Interesting it would be no...
I recall studying differentiation and integration...
Have you studied?
It is strange,I would have never thought of this then...
dy/dt... y representing the curve of the instance we were following...
When t trends to zero..find the badly value of y. This just used to be a maths problem..
Simple..put formulae..method and get answer
Now when I look at this..it has a different meaning.
Imagine y represents your life..as it is happening...without any background music...
Now when to make dt tend to zero..you are just slowing the rate of observation...observing each instance of life...as it happens...
We are differentiating..each instance from the one before it...
Ever thought like this..
How about integration...dy/dt..t from zero to now...life's events running from beginning to now..
Isn't this what we do so many times...integrating moments of our life...all the time...
And you hated maths..and loved other subjects...
Are you living it..studying it...
Where are you
Where am it
Trying to understand
Confused as always
Thursday, June 06, 2013
What do you see?
I see what I see
Well the best part about being human is this ever learning nature
I just love the word....Cognitive ability
It's like the buildings we now live in
We started from the ground...Good...we used to live there..on the ground...
Then...Well don't know what happened...was it because we wanted to rise up or lack of space...we started building...one storey above another......supposedly more space we had...to live....had a better view of things...some people thought
But what really happened was that we lost touch with the ground as well...
That's what we do nowadays..building..our thoughts..our views..one on top of another
Using Cognitive Ability
Like someone said..ITTIAM..I think therefore I am...but what do you think? What is the basis of your thought...isn't it based on the answer of the questions you asked earlier...and the answers you got.or what you saw...or what you thought you saw
..but how did you ask those questions you asked...or arrive at what you thought you saw......on the basis of your previous views...
just like those skyscrapers...we build our thoughts one on top of another
But our errors can be much more than some of the ill constructed buildings in the developing countries..
What if you started off wrong?
And you kept building on top
Your thoughts "CAN NEVER BE CHECKED" by anyone right..so who knows
ITTIAM...am I...ha who am I
So what do you see today..it is absolute?
I just love the word perspective
It is like a gateway to a new dimension
If you think and redo some of your learnings and recalculate your current views..
Think about it
Sunday, June 02, 2013
I looked back at the posts
So much has changed, but it's just the same as well
When you look back and link it looks like a clear dominoes play
Today seems like interconnected play of events that lead to today
But the present never makes the sense it should
You stare at it
Look it up
Too to bottom
Nothing seems to make sense
That is all that we constantly try....
To make sense
Make it better
Should be like a symphony
Little do we know it is already a symphony
We can't see it
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Saturday, October 01, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
22 years have passed when I first met him.
It was very strange, we were introduced to each other very formally. Initially it was fun to be together. We were good company to each other. We helped each other. We took care of each other. Everyone would say we look great together.
Then we started having fights. Small ones, big ones. There was a time when i left his hand and he fell very badly, breaking a few bones. He was hospitalized. I then realised how badly we needed each other and promised not to leave each other. I was a kid then.
Life continued. We both grew older. We changed our looks. But we stayed together, through thick and thin. We were close. Very close. But then, there were rules. We could not be together late in the night. Though we had started feeling the need, but we were never allowed. It was supposed to be like that, we were told. So we agreed and compromised.
I completed my studies and started working, but my friend stayed with me.
It was only after i got married when my wife started raising an objection. She would not understand. She felt that he came between us. But I was very comfortable with him around. Without him I would feel as if someone has taken my powers from me.
But this could not go on forever...
Finally, last week, we parted ways.
They say it is for the good.........
Though I could not control myself.
I cried for hours together......
It was very painful.
But it is all over now.
I dont wear spectacles anymore..