The Change Fundas

What do you see? Easy I see what I see No Well the best part about being human is this ever learning nature I just love the word....Cognitive ability It's like the buildings we now live in We started from the ground...Good...we used to live there..on the ground... Then...Well don't know what happened...was it because we wanted to rise up or lack of space...we started building...one storey above another......supposedly more space we had...to live....had a better view of things...some people thought But what really happened was that we lost touch with the ground as well... That's what we do nowadays..building..our thoughts..our views..one on top of another Using Cognitive Ability Like someone said..ITTIAM..I think therefore I am...but what do you think? What is the basis of your thought...isn't it based on the answer of the questions you asked earlier...and the answers you got.or what you saw...or what you thought you saw ..but how did you ask those questions...

I looked back at the posts So much has changed, but it's just the same as well When you look back and link it looks like a clear dominoes play Today seems like interconnected play of events that lead to today But the present never makes the sense it should You stare at it Look it up Sideways Too to bottom Around it Nothing seems to make sense That is all that we constantly try.... To make sense Plan Make it better Should be like a symphony Little do we know it is already a symphony We can't see it ....

Over an Year No posts, oh my Dear What Happened Blog has become Abandoned  After a very long time I sat Online Staring at the wall looking for a start Line What is it with this new Job I seemed to have been Robbed Where is the time, I just dont Know When I look at the river flowing fast, I just see the end of the Canoe  The change has Come Nothing seems to get Done Let this post turn the Leaf I will now need to leave back some old Beliefs

Decided to take an Auto/ rick to the airport. Took out music and plugged in There was the usual trrrrrr; the traffic.. the 'mucch-mucch' of the city. I increased the volume. It was on random number as usual and clicked till I reached 'noise' of the music to numb the 'noise' of the road. It was quite a feeling. I used to be on these roads more often than now. I used to drive around here for work... through the 'mucch-mucch'! I just dimmed the clutter by increasing the 'noise' and experienced the city.. in its true essence. the patterns...and I could not help myself flow into the spiral of life and work. I was shaken out by the sudden swerve we took; as if brought one layer up; the layers on ' Inception ' But I was still few layers in; but the jerks in life dont stop...So they? No.. 'no pattern continues in the continuum ' and Then I pulled myself out completely, by increasing the 'noise' and seeing everything around me as t...

22 years have passed when I first met him. It was very strange, we were introduced to each other very formally. Initially it was fun to be together. We were good company to each other. We helped each other. We took care of each other. Everyone would say we look great together. Then we started having fights. Small ones, big ones. There was a time when i left his hand and he fell very badly, breaking a few bones. He was hospitalized. I then realised how badly we needed each other and promised not to leave each other. I was a kid then. Life continued. We both grew older. We changed our looks. But we stayed together, through thick and thin. We were close. Very close. But then, there were rules. We could not be together late in the night. Though we had started feeling the need, but we were never allowed. It was supposed to be like that, we were told. So we agreed and compromised. I completed my studies and started working, but my friend stayed with me. It was only after i got married when m...

And now.... What do you see?

Slept in the afternoon today after many weekends. And slept well. When I woke up I was in a blur, like where I am types. I remembered that there was a time many years ago: the lazy hot summer holidays. They would come every year. I have vivid memories of those times when it was way too hot to play outside and we would be indoors and there was the 'sound of the fan'. I am not sure if some of you have ever heard the sound of the fan. It has a unique association in my mind. Like some people have their minds run away in the sway when they look at the sea or the sky or even the moon! Well long ago the sound of the fan in the hot summer would put me into those blank long shot moments. The continuous sound is similar to a trance causing repetitive sound. Now when I think about it or get a very very very rare opportunity to experience the same, I feel that it was an era that has long passed. An era when there was 'TIME'. I feel we have lost it now. There is very little of it le...