After a hectic travel week to Guj and weekend in Hyd, i was supposed to be shaken back to work; shaken back!. Supposed to be shaken out of the dull monotonous STILL-ness! STILL the feeling of a suspended particle does not go. I am here! Just! like monu so aptly puts it: "life in Third Gear; ur moving and just that is it; not to fast; not to slow! just there" I tried the "Mumbai Local rush hour treatment" to shake myself into life. Instead it pushed me further into "the viewer / observer" mode. Seeing life pass by. Not that i am not involved. I am too busy. But my mind seems to be working faster. Its like how Neo Feels like at in the last part, he is just fighting effortlesly! its STILL missing! STILL